Be still and know

Today I stand in my kitchen and think I need to do more I need to serve the body of Christ in some way. So here I am to pour out my heart. Praying that someone sees His love for them.

About 2 years ago God challenged me to do my job and do it well. So I started serving in the church in every way that I could children's church, leading bible study for ladies in jail, loving on women who have been trapped in human trafficing. But I still felt that feeling that things were not exactly in God's will. I just worked hard served more, volunteered rean errands for others just threw myself into everything with 3 littles in tow.

Fast forward 2 years we moved for my husband's job 7 months ago. I was still in my living room deep into the word and a friend sent me an email with an artical that she thought would bless me.  Well it was all about homemaking! It was praising mother's and wife's who have been called to be at home and provide for their families in the home. All details talked about being a homemaker is a job and you should consider it a job and do it well! So here I on a quest to truly become a homemaker and do it well. So I thought why not document the journey. Lots a people document after they have upacked all the boxes and set everything up all pretty but I feel like want to do this unguarded! I want to look back and this be able to see God's glory. I know that God has great things in store for me. I just pray that I chase after Him by reading the word and follow after His will with trust.

So I said all that to say sometime God wants you to serve right were you are. It may not be something to help all the hurt and broken of the world the way that I feel like I was destined to do. I know that God used me while I was on my mission to make Him and His love known but if only I would have just sat still and listened for step 2 of His will. How much great would His love been known

Walking with God

New Years Resolution

I had to think about this for a few days.  There is no way possible that I could just say one thing that I want to do better this year. I think of at least five things a day that I would love for God to change about me. So here is my list
1.) Better relationship with my savior
2.) Knowing my self better
     a. being less angry and bitter
     b. forgiving and leaving it there
     c. really just knowing what makes me happy
3.) Working on my relationship with my husband
4.) Being a better mother
5.) Excel in school
6.) Lose weight!

Something big that I don't want to put on the list but I am still working on is lower my expectations because no one is perfect especially me :)

By the way I am still walking with God

New Birth

A pamphlet that is given out at my home church.  Receiving Jesus into your life and having a relationship with him.  The most important thing that I have done in my time here on this Earth.  That pamphlet has changed the relationship that I have with God it went from good to awesome, and it is still changing.  I am not the only sinner and God loves me and takes care of me no matter what I have done and will do.  There is no perfect way to live life and that is not even what God wants for his children. Just acknowledging him and place my life is his hands holds so much power.
*Walking with God*

Suddenly the pains of life reached my heart today.  I hurt when others hurts and I still feel as if it is an awesome gift from God. I will take this hurt and turn it into a blessing for God.  God always walks with me through those times.  Sometimes I choose to not pay enough attention to his touch or sweet kiss and he still remains true to me.  So as I write I pray for all of the wonderful creatures of Christ, time is precious and love is true when your heart is tugged stop, wait, and receive.  
*walking with God*

I have never done this before and I am really just looking for an outlet.  I will see how God leads me.  
*Walking with God*